|
Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
dear_you
[ chendamoni ]
|
6:27p
Dear Pimple on my Forehead,
You need the get the fuck out of here by Friday. Pictures will be taken! PICTURES!
And if I look like a fool, I want it to be because I did something stupid and not because you were stuck to my face.
Most Sincerely,
Frustrated
* * * * *
Dear You,
I didn't meant to be so picky about the exact time that the meeting ended, but it was $12.50 worth of time, and I could use the money.
Thanks for understanding and apologizing (although there was no need to apologize, honestly).
Sincerely,
Chenda
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ fadeoutfeelings ]
|
10:44p
Dear you,
I'm sorry about the job interview. But blimey did your new picture make me laugh. I miss seeing you every day. And I'm still annoyed I never got a hug when we said good bye. Why do I keep feeling like an idiot when I think about asking you out?
- me
Dear you,
Cheers for telling me I can't sing. It's great to know the eight-odd years I spent in the choir helped.
- me
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ get_sussed_out ]
|
8:18p
O_o
Imi,
I don't quite know if I should but a 'dear' before your name as I'm not too sure if I'm still dear to you and you to me. And before I properly start I'm going to mention the fact that my punctuation is going to the dogs now. I can't be bothered to keep it up at the moment.
Why do you have to be so secretive? Why are you always so quiet and oversensitive? When I try to talk to you, you look at me as if I'm going to bite and rip you to tiny shreds. Which of course, as you surely know deep inside, is not the case. You'd deny it now, telling me you're fine and perfectly happy and you're just tired or bored. But I've known you too long to be thrown off that quickly.
Okay, so I've been asking around after you, asking how you seem to other people, if they're surprised by the way you've been acting recently. And I know you hate it when I ask if you're okay, but then again, if someone doesn't ask, no ones going to know if you are okay or not.
You seem to confide in others rather than me, I hear that people have been talking to you. But then if you talk to them, why won't you talk to me? Am I agressive? You've always had different opinions than me. I don't mind that. The thing that bothers me is why you've suddenly lost all trust in me. I thought that we both trusted eachother with our lives, and that no matter what kind of shit would come up, we'd always be able to rely on eachother for back up.
But my back up's gone. You know you're not my back up anymore. And it infuriates me to think that I've just been discarded like something that you never cared for.
I'm surprised that you've drifted within a month. It's taken very little time for something inside your worried head to flick a switch that's told you that I'm not your best friend anymore.
The phrase 'best friend' seems so immature, almost preschool. As if it should be said with a lisp but then again, it kind of means a lot...
Maybe it's me. Perhaps I've changed and you just don't like it. You don't like the fact that I'm outspoken and not in your shadow.
Do you feel you're in my shadow?
Me. You know exactly who.
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ nesshin_chan ]
|
12:36p
Two more letters (both of which show my inner geek)
Dear Duane,
Oh my GOD. Please stop trying to get between me and whomever I'm dating.
We used to be great LARP friends (yes, my ladies and gents .... I larp), and even hung out sometimes after the weekend was over.
But some where along the way you decided to throw girls you were dating in my face so I backed off.
And now you want in on whatever I have to give to my s.o.
Back off or else I will cut off your penis.
Not so sincerely,
Me.
Dear Nel,
We play WOW together.
That's it.
You will NEVER get in my pants.
Never.
Yes, you helped me get level capped.
Yes, you helped me figure out a good role play story for my character.
But this does not equal putang rights.
Understood?
And stop being so God Damned emo about not getting laid, because it's so unattractive.
Even if I was single, I wouldn't fall for that pitiful act.
Man up.
-Me.
current mood:  tired
|
(1 comment | comment on this)
dear_you
[ love_bones14 ]
|
5:20p
Dear, YOUS (not the community, just these people i know :))
I am never usually this rude, but your moaning and narrow minded-ness has made me so flipping angry.
PULL THE STICK OUT OF YOUR ARSE AND LIGHTEN UP!
Are they killing anyone, NO. They are not criminals, they are showing affection - for fuck sake!!!!!!!!!!
From, Me
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ frozen_wordss ]
|
5:19p
dear you.
i hate myself for thinking this.
i mean reeeeaaally do because it's stupid and scary and weird and ridiculous and unfathomable for me to think this.
i've always said i've never wanted to get married.
and i don't, i really don't. so much hurt can come from it.
so why, when i imagine you proposing to me...do i say yes?
i'm too young to think this...i swore i'd never think this.
shit.
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ nesshin_chan ]
|
12:13p
Dear Glee Cast,
I know, I know.
I shouldn't be a Gleek.
The show is 'too popular' for my tastes and the music that they sing isn't even my style.
But I love it when you guys sing it.
I mean love.
I never liked Gold Digger (mainly cause I hate Kanye West) but when you guys sing it, I can't stop dancing.
This is coming from the girl who camped out for Dir en Grey tickets, who was in love with Jimi Hendrix until the tender age of 6 when his death was no longer with held from me, who squirts ketchup on Miley Cyrus posters.
I love the show.
I love the music.
I love you guys.
PS
Keep my guilty pleasure for your show a secret, alright? ;)
|
(1 comment | comment on this)
(comment on this) Monday, December 14th, 2009
dear_you
[ genericvoice ]
|
11:48p
Dear P.H.H
2 years ago i would write Dear Yous about you multiple times a day. I knew you would never read them.
I missed you so fucking much.
Today I saw you for the first time in a year. Laying, silent, asleep, hooked up to machines in the hospital.
I drove an hour to see someone who said he never wanted to speak to me again.
You will be asleep for forever tomorrow.
I'll always love you.
Love, Me.
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ deirdra098 ]
|
11:16p
Dear you,
I know I just talked to you yesterday, which is why I was so careful not to initiate a conversation about nothing with you today... but I wanted to talk to you. I wanted you to want to talk to me, too. I was so surprised to see “hey” pop up in the corner of my screen yesterday. I was so happy. I was happy to be just a blip on your computer screen, a moment in your mind. But then you kept the conversation going. When I had to leave quickly I got your good-bye later “Good luck on your finals… see you soon.”
I could have smiled all day long from that. I miss you. It killed me when you left for England, and I didn’t think I would make it through. Since you left, I’ve tried getting over you, it’s not like we had anything going on anyway, but then I tried liking another guy. That much, I’ll admit to, worked. Only thing is that he has a girlfriend. I found out on Facebook. And then I tried to get over him, which wasn’t hard and didn’t take very long, but it’s back to you. It’s always back to you. It’s always you.
I’ve told you before that I’m yours (by before, I mean in one of these cyber letters that you will never ever see), and I mean that. You have me, whether you want me or not. And I know you don’t, but it’s around this time of year that I gather false hope that something will be different, something will click, and you and I will be together.
I would marry you if you asked me today, or any other day for that matter – I would run straight down to the courthouse and marry you in a second, change my last name, change my life, I’d be yours. But that won’t happen… I have this idea in my mind that if by the time I’m 30 I’m still single, I’m adopting babies. I want kids. I really do. I was thinking about a little boy named Henry, a name I never used to like, but now I like it. I like lots of names, but we’ll never talk about that.
I’m going to have to control myself from telling you how much I love you this Christmas – but maybe I shouldn’t. I’d love to drive over to your house, kiss you once, and tell you I love you… but then our friendship would be gone. And that’s not fair. I can’t live without you, so I’d rather have you as a friend than nothing at all… yet another part of me doesn’t want to love this seven year old lie for a second longer.
I just wish that I could talk to you alone –without a certain friend especially – and just see where that gets us.
At any rate, have a safe trip home, and if I don’t talk to you before Christmas, Merry Christmas.
Love always,
Me
|
(comment on this)
(1 comment | comment on this)
dear_you
[ samamba ]
|
3:18p
Dear You,
I am so, so sorry.
One day, when it's right, you will be a mom, and you will be an amazing one.
That doesn't make what you're going through now hurt any less, though, does it?
I love you.
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ burningsonata ]
|
2:56p
Dear you,
It's been a few days now, and I still don't know what to do with myself. It seems like now that it's official, you're hanging out with her even more. You told me this was really about you and me, and our own differences and how I had changed, but the fact is, it's YOU who's changed. You have to be just like her cuz you think you need to win her over. I get that you don't have many friends, but you tossed away the person who cared most for you because of this stupid fascination and lust over your "new best friend". I get that she doesn't like me, because I'm not part of her crowd or her kind of people, and I don't go to school with you and hang out and shit on everyone all day. Sorry, that's not who I am. I thought that very fact was part of why you loved me. But no, now since I don't fit in this perfect picture of you and her, I get kicked to the curb. Would you rather I was more like her boyfriend? If I started smoking crack, shooting up heroine, and cheated on you with a bunch of the biggest sluts around would you have kept loving me? If I gave you a STI or something, would that have kept you with me?
I can't believe you've become such a horrible person that this is what matters to you most. And then you lied to me about it all, acting like you actually wanted to try to "work out our problems." You just wanted me gone with a guilt free conscience. I still love you, but i'm really learning to hate you now too. You practically rub my nose in how awesome and fun your life is now that you don't even see me anymore and get to spend all of your free time with her.
Sincerely,
What used to be your everything.
P.S. Thanks for picking the best time of year to do this. Merry F'ing Christmas.
P.P.S. Half your friends are whores and the other half spend 24hrs a day telling everyone how miserable they are. So have a fun life of Herpes and Suicides. Wonder if any of them will help you like I did when you really need it.
|
(comment on this)
dear_you
[ fadeoutfeelings ]
|
3:34p
Dear you,
I would've thought you'd be happy that I'd applied for a job. Next time I'll go for something five foot from my front door, shall I? Because I hate to break it to you, but we live in the middle of nowhere, if I'm going to find a job then I have to travel.
- me
|
(comment on this) Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
dear_you
[ tightredjeans ]
|
2:24a
I'm Bored Of All Your Hate
Dear C,
I was so close to hating you being over you
And then you had to come back into my life & ruin everything
I've tried not talking about you
But even my girlfriend brings you up
I don't want to be over you
I just don't want the pain that comes with loving you
You don't even want to talk to me
It just makes me sad that I care so much about you & you seem to hate me
All you seem to be looking for is someone who cares about you
I care.
A lot.
You have no idea how hard the last 6 months of my life have been since you came into my life
Sometimes I just wish I had never talked to you
The first night we properly talked, I was meant to be at a party with my girlfriend
And in the end, I was much happier talking to you instead of being with her
You fucked up everything.
And I still love you.
Please talk to me again before I lose my mind?
-Sarah.
current mood:  depressed
current music: There's No 'I' In Team - Taking Back Sunday
|
(comment on this)
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
agent_purple's Friends Page